on going back-

i am usually one for change. but lately i just wish things would go back to the way they were. i miss my friends. i miss who i was when i was with them. lately, i don't really like who i am. 

and then there's still this lingering regret. always lingering...

"i'll do whatever it takes to get you out of my system...

i'm tired and i know you ain't worth it"